It’s about everything in 2011:
UNEXPECTATION: As a friend of mine says, you can never say a word or make any conclusion until the last moment. I thought i will be in the first batch of NS. But I was not. I thought i will be in the second. But i was not AGAIN. Yeap… As UNEXPECTED, i was in the third. I wasted 4 months for my “expectation”.
DECISION: I made another important decision in my life, to go for further studies in accounting at Sunway. I dont know if i make the right decision or not. And there’s only one way to go back if i am choosing the wrong path: Back to basics, starts from zero.
CONFLICT: During my Sem 2, I realised that my study environment is not longer the same as mine at TIGS. It was no longer competitive, with all the nerds around me. I met people who are not the same as who i usually meet. And i need to control myself for not being “crazy” with them. But at the same time, I did learn alot from them.
DEADTH: I was regret. I was regret that when your grandma woke me from bed and asked me to pay you a visit at Bkt Perdana, I rejected. I was just being too lazy. I had spent too little time with you before you are gone. We’re all waiting for you to come back to our big family. You’ll be back, right??
TEARS: That was the first time. The first time i broke into tears in front of the crowd when i was coming out from the CBE exam hall. My result was pretty good, 98% out of 100%. But just because of that only question i got wrong, i lost the chance to get FULL tuition fee waiver, more than RM 8k. Sigh! May be i was just lacking 2% of effort or 2% of luck or 1%of effort + 1% of luck.
STUDY: I had another plan for my further studies. I wonder if i should go UK at 2013 to finish 8 ACCA papers. Well… It’s just a plan. Or may be i shall go there for other courses like Finance or Economics after i finish all my ACCA papers. You must think that I’m CRAZY to continue study after getting my professional qualification!
FRIENDSHIP: It’s truth and it’s so true. High school friends are yours to keep forever. Anlynn, Ah Pao, Callie, Charmaine, Wan Yi, Susin, Pey Yann… my high school friends list’s going on and on, and they are still with me. Never leave me apart and i know i cherish them, cherish the friendship. Sometimes i do think i am so “cold-blooded” to them, friends i meet at a place called there. i dont care who are they to me, what did they do, how they are… because i treat them as passers-by in my life or may be colleague in my life in future.
L.O.V.E: I missed the moment when you planned by heart to surprise me on my birthday; I missed the moment you said that you’ll tell me a joke when i was crying; I missed our greeting smile for each other when we met again at MPH hall. I even think of you when i was watching the movie. But i know the only 2 words all i can tell for you is: Take care:)
FAMILY: We welcomed the new member of Na’s Family – my eldest sis in law, Sylvia. We had the little naughty kid a.k.a my niece, Min Xuan who cheers our family up too! And… and… and!! We’re welcoming the little Dragon Baby (Min Xuan’s sibbling) to Na’s family in 2012 too!
