Have a rest & Just be myself

8 March 2008
HAPPY INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY!!! Today, i went Summit with Anlynn and Charmaine. This is the first time for me and Anlynn to go lepak with Charmaine. I decided to go out even i have a long 'homework waiting list' because i think i need a rest...

I went there after my Add Maths tuition class. I went Perintis to search for a good English workbook for myself while waiting for the others. Anlynn called me and then we waited for Charmaine for a while.

We moved to Popular first because we need reference books. Weird Anlynn... Dont want to buy a guide book that costs RM 20++, she said it's expensive. But at the end she bought a story book that costs RM 30++. LOL... We stayed there for more than half hour.

Then we went GSC to buy movie tickets-Watchmen at 3.10 pm. There is still got a lot of time. We went One-stop to buy some stationery and McDonald for lunch. At first, we went PizzaHut. We walked out from there because we wanted to eat McD ice cream. Poor PizzaHut... haha!

While we were taking our lunch, there is a girl came and asked us to donate for an EIC Centre at JB. She talked...talked...talked... Ask 3 of us to donate RM 35. Hey... We are only students leh! Then she said we may donate about RM 15. Dont have enough money la... (cheating). At last she said each of us donates RM 1. Haizzz, just like Charmaine said 'po cai xiao zai' lo!

It was only 2 pm when we left McDonald. We moved to a shop (i dont know the name, but got many Teddy Bears). We decided to take some photos with the bear. But our mission failed. Then, we went to The Store Toy's Department. At first, i tried to ask a small kid to take a photos for us. I thought he is a Malay so i spoke Bahasa Malaysia to him. He looked so scared and ran away!!! Aduih.... pai seh dao~ At last we used self-timer to take photos.

What's about Watchmen??? hmm... suitable for kids because it just like Power Rangers those kinds of heroes shows? Not suitable for kids because it's too violent...

It's good for me to go lepak at Summit. At least I relax myself for 6 hours and my mood is better. I asked myself: Did I think too much until I made myself get lost? Am I too cruel? Well...
Ppl said JUST BE MYSELF!!!

UNDERSTAND???

What i am going to write is about what's 'inspiration' i got through 2 incidents that happened in one-month-time... I am not going to tell what are the incidents but i hope my friends will understand what i am talking about.

Ok... Firstly, i think i am a weak person. What i meant was i am not strong enough to overcome strees! I 'collapsed' once in this year because i am really tired. Homework (yang berbukit-ganang), tuition classes (except for Tues), Sports Day all these and that... I did try to hold my tears but i failed. Compared to my another 2 friends, i am really nothing. They had more things to do... Have to participate 2 camps in a week or have to incharged in these and that... But they only 'collapsed' after 2 weeks time.
Conclusion: I WANT TO BE A STRONGER PERSON!!!

Second one is about CRUSH? well... i dont really know the meaning of crush. Does it mean you like someone??? Let's come to the main point: Is it compulsary for you to accpet somebody that really likes you so much and he/she had spent a lot of time on you even you dont have the feeling towards him/her???

Tring so hard to let him/her give up... But your friends just dont understand you. They even give him/her more hope - you have feeling towards him/her. Just because he/she likes you very much and had spents a lot of time on you, they all support him/her. Trying so hard to tell them that do not spread all the rumuors. But they just dont understand you. Make you get lost and dont know what to do... Coz if you hurt him/her, ppl will say that you are 'cold-blooded animal'. But if you din tell him/her the truth, the more hopes he/she has. Dont like means dont like. Ppl doesnt hope to hurt someone too...
Conclusion: CUPID SHOULD SHOOTS HIS ARROW ACCURATELY!!! LOL...

That's all... Understand???